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Wednesday, 14 February 2018

Paul Simon - Like Water on Stone

Paul Simon - Like Water on Stone

(Also published on


Small Town Railway Stations, City Streetlamps, and synchronicity before the internet age.

The recent news that Paul Simon’s April tour will be his last made me stop in my tracks for quite a while — certainly for longer than I would have imagined, thirty or forty years ago. It was an unexpectedly poignant moment; unexpected, and yet not unexpected, really, because despite my best efforts his music found its way into my life and became significant to me. Other musical tastes have waxed and waned. His music has remained.

From the late sixties onwards it was there, and not there. Never sought out, never physically owned in album, cassette, or CD form, but Heard, rather, as a gentle background presence in cafes and from jukeboxes and on buses and in bars. Often accompanied by the smell of snow on a duffel coat brushing past you in a bookshop doorway — a stranger you’ll never meet, books you’ll never share. Fresh coffee or bread or sweet tobacco on a dusty city street during a lull in the afternoon. A sandwich wrapper, and a magazine, abandoned in a park. Other people’s lives, other people’s choices, other people’s music. Songs drifting from upstairs windows on chilly autumn afternoons, floating through darkening small town streets like a mist, and the mist condensing into a stream and trickling quietly on through stones and boulders, inexorably wearing away at a pebbly resistance to liking his work.

And yet who could not like it? Some of it, at any rate. I can’t say I like it all, certainly I don’t. I don’t, for example, like Graceland, despite it being his best-selling album, apparently. It’s the earlier stuff that resonates. When I really think about it I can say for sure that from his entire back catalogue, half a dozen songs are so outstanding and emotionally true and evocative of certain times and places that they have become part of the literal soundtrack of my life. The alternative soundtrack of my life, that is — because they had to battle against a deep teenage fear of liking the naff, or rather, of being seen to like the so-called ‘naff’, rather than ‘acceptable’ bands such as Led Zeppelin and late 60s-era Rolling Stones, and a pathetically immature and cowardly fear of being identified as a ‘nerdy’ type. The fact that they aced this battle with shame testifies to the strength and quality of these few songs. They are absolutely outstanding, lasting pieces of work.

Had the word ‘nerd’ been in use in my neck of the woods when I first heard Paul Simon I’m ashamed to say it’s certainly how I might have described him, and his fans, ‘back in the day’. Simon and Garfunkel weren’t proper folk and they certainly weren’t rock or even the type of decent mainstream pop you might enjoy blaring from your portable transistor radio in its dinky leather case with the neatly-cut holes for the speakers, the volume control and the tuner. Their songs were learned by earnest teenagers and twanged on plastic-stringed guitars when they were doing music as a hobby round at the English teacher’s house on the evenings when they weren’t doing Maths homework or attending Scripture Union. Or so it seemed to me at the time. Looking back from where I am now — and I think I knew it too, deep down, back in the day — I can see that there was nothing wrong with that and that these people were good and decent and most likely made a deserved success of their lives through application and earnest effort. Secure, thriving lives. Not like me, a nasty wastrel, with a faux decent taste in music.

All this occurred of course before you could find a song online in seconds; when it meant something to hear a random melody, a brief snapshot of another country, other lives, other, potential versions of you. A kingfisher flash of colour, a brief parting of the clouds on a drab day. What was that song again? Where did I hear it? Where can I find it? You had to wait, to find it. You found it by looking through record shops, asking friends, or listening out for it on the radio. If it wasn’t in the charts, sometimes, it would take weeks.

I remember crowding with other girls into the gym doorway to watch our usually stern and terrifying P.E. teacher dancing alone and beautifully, or so it seemed to us, to Bridge over Troubled Water. It was Number One at the time, and a monster hit that was soon to become tiresomely ubiquitous. Its ethereal quality allowed it to transcend the rule that you did not get to play pop music in school. Ever. We were silent, astonished, dazzled. She became transformed for those few minutes, she became the silver girl, sailing on by, and I never forgot it.

Bridge Over Troubled Water, the entire album played on a loop through loudspeakers on a coach travelling across Europe during a school trip to Austria because it was the only cassette anyone had. An earnest fourth year played along on her acoustic guitar, and joined in with the harmonies. I wanted to hate it, and her, but I couldn’t.

Same album four years later, played on a loop in a Scottish Highland hotel bar, regularly frequented. Still I couldn’t hate it. Water on stone. It had won me over.

My Little Town. Who, having grown up in a small town, anywhere in the world, cannot relate to that song, those lyrics, that yearning for freedom from stifling small town life? Or was it just Scotland in the 70s? Are lives different now — do people still save their money, dreaming of glory, twitching like a finger on the trigger of a gun, or has the internet made everything different? I don’t know.

I Am a Rock. Starlight on snow, seen from a bedroom window. I have my books, and my poetry to protect me. A Winter’s day, in a deep and dark December. Every December those words come back to me and I honour the song and the hurting spirit of my book-and poetry-loving teenaged self.

The Only Living Boy in New York. I listened to that song endlessly in my car as I drove the twenty miles home from an exhausting job. Here I am…

Homeward Bound. Brown leaves blown along a grey city pavement. I turn my collar to the cold and damp. Winter dusk. A New York City I’ve never known, never will know. Cafes, basements. Rain, slanting rain beneath an Edinburgh streetlight. A striped muffler, double-wrapped, beads of rain on a woollen coat, huddled into. A deserted railway station on a winter’s night, a feeling of home that I can never now reach, a home long gone. Waiting, going somewhere, going nowhere.

America. Cathy I’m lost, I said though I knew she was sleeping. I’m empty and aching and I don’t know why. My life, right there, although I’m three thousand miles and an ocean away, passing through Fife on the way to doesn’t-matter-where. And the Moon rose over an open field…

American hitch-hikers from another galaxy, another possible, impossible world, heading up the old A9, heading North, saying howdy to me and my ten year old friend, small-town kids on our bikes on an August afternoon, because they heard us say, shy and giggling, they’re Americans, I wonder if they’ll say ‘howdy’. Reaching, reaching, to a world beyond glass. Dreams.

Friday, 2 February 2018

Roads and Paths, January, 2018

I've written a piece for The Bugle called 'Why everything nowadays is basically just a load of old pants, and not in the least like it used to be in the old days when everything was always so much better in every conceivable way'.
I'm now writing a follow-up piece called 'Why everything nowadays is so much better in every conceivable way than it was in the old days, when everything was not in the least like it is now and basically just a load of old pants.'
They haven't accepted it or anything.  In fact, I haven't even sent it away.  In fact,  I haven't even written any of it yet, and probably never will.

Friday, 26 January 2018

Incredible String Band - The Hangman's Beautiful Daughter (Full Album)

I haven't ever listened to this before.  Nevertheless. I was looking at Mike Heron's recent book You Know What You Could Have Been and wondering whether to buy it (when I've got the money). It interests me mainly because of his account of late 50s/early 60s Edinburgh.  Slightly before my time but on the cusp of what I can myself remember, having spent some time around the Edinburgh 'Bohemian' quarter in the late 70s . Before it all went downhill.   I believe it's vitally important to write down what it was like BEFORE. So that people will know.  I think I might definitely have bought the book had Mike Heron written it all - however, he didn't, he only wrote the first 99 pages, his tale ends in 1966 and the rest is basically a separate book by Andrew Greig, whose work I don't know at all.

I once met a woman who said she had been in the Incredible String Band.  I've no idea if that was true. I was in my mid-teens, in a Perthshire hotel bar having a respectable lunch with my parents, and she approached me, and sang a song.  It was quite remarkable. I also happened upon Robin Williamson singing live at a small outdoor concert in the Borders.  Also quite remarkable.  Chance encounters.
Cheese.  Remember when cheese tasted like cheese?
No, me neither.

Tuesday, 16 January 2018

Am I invisible or am I a vampire?

Why is Tuppence averse to work?  Why are you, you might well ask, and who are you to criticise, since you never do a hand's turn.  Well, I can answer that one.  It's different for me, because I'm Older, and life was different Back Then. I never had to work.  In fact, we took a pride in not working, back then.  We diddled along, as best we could, living on supplies stolen from the Tunnels and stuff Geoffrey found in the bins at the tourist car park.  We asked for nothing and we took nothing, except what we needed plus a bit extra just in case.  Of course as you know,  the tourist car park has in recent years been transformed by Val and Dave Nark into an eco-friendly holiday park with yurts and 'pods' all ready with welcome packs filled with Val's hedgerow jams, nettle gin and the like. Forty pounds per person per night and that's in low season, thank you very much. I wouldn't pay that for a rat-infested glorified tent with a 'green' toilet, but lycra-clad, wet-suited, kayaking, paddle-boarding fools with a penchant for quinoa do.  The bins are now lidded and labelled for recycling by the way.  Any spare food goes for composting.  Not that there is anything - nothing that appeals to us, at any rate.  Nothing worth nicking.
No, what we need is a good old Wallace Arnold bus tour.  Overfed pensioners who can't finish their crisps and chuck half-empty packets out the window, along with cheese and pickle sandwiches, cocktail sausages, Chelsea Buns and Empire biscuits.  Discarded Chelsea buns would enable us to make an attempt at a five a day,  not that we care about such things, with their half-dozen raisins and the glace cherry on top.
Anyway - why is Tuppence averse to work?  Answer - he isn't, not in my book.  Tuppence works very hard at the things he likes to do, for example playing in his band and firing his pistols at random strangers. What's wrong with that?  Leaving aside the exploitation aspect, why should he have to clean toilets for three pounds fifty an hour, when he doesn't like it?
I challenged Val Nark about this the other day but she just barged past me as if I didn't exist. Perhaps I don't.  I'm actually starting to wonder.  They do say you become invisible when you reach a certain age.  At least that's what Mrs Tupfinder-general wrote in a letter to Polly, the 'Bugle' problem page agony aunt last week.  Am I invisible or am I a vampire, she asked. Because I can't see myself in the mirror.  Is it me, Polly - am I yet another victim of 'male gaze syndrome'?

more on this later.

Next time - 'Polly' turns out to be none other than Bert Vickers, moonlighting taxi driver and part-time journo, who learned writing in prison.

Monday, 8 January 2018

Donnie McPhartney and his secret black pudding ingredient (part one)

'I can't see the Dorty Bizzums making it big.  That's what Donnie McPhartney told me anyway, as he piped black pudding mixture into genuine organic casings.'
Tuppence was distraught.  He'd been all the way to Inverness, on a high after our Hogmanay triumph (more on that later)  hoping to get more'gigs', and Donnie McPhartney was the very man to see, so he'd heard.
'Wherever did you hear such a thing?'
'Someone said something at the Puff Inn after our Hogmanay gig.  I can't remember who - it was late on.'
'But Donnie McPhartney's a butcher.  He's renowned for his black puddings, but...'
'That doesn't preclude him being a booker and promoter and talent scout as well. He bought Eve Graham a vodka at the Station Hotel in 1978 - and that was when she was big.  He's a good fellow to keep on the right side of.'
'But he doesn't think much of the Dorty Bizzums.'
'He hasn't seen us perform though.' I didn't like to say 'play'.  'So how can he know?'
'He said he has a nose for talent. He says he can smell success before he sees it. And I just smelled of cheese and onion crisps, plasticine, and someone else's stale tobacco. That would be yours Uncle Tuppy but I never said anything.   I did say that we might add in comb and paper, and whistling, and maybe rubbing the rims of several wine glasses with differing levels of fluid in, to make ourselves more current, but he just shrugged and continued filling his black pudding casings.'
'For goodness sake.  You'd think he'd have someone to do that for him.  After all, it's a well-established business.'
'You mean like a modern-style apprentice, like I was, at £3.50 an hour?'
'The thing is, he likes to do it all himself.  The black pudding contains a secret ingredient, you see, that makes people develop not just a taste for it, but a craving.  They get physically and psychologically addicted, very quickly.  It's like crack cocaine.'
'And he doesn't want anyone to find out what the ingredient is.  Well I'm not surprised.  It sounds like it's probably illegal.'
'I'll pretend I didn't hear that Uncle Tuppy.  But I suspect you're right.'

next time - after a top-level meeting back at the Outcrop, we decide to go to Inverness to find out what exactly Donnie McPhartney is putting in his black puddings.

Thursday, 4 January 2018

Further to my post about M.R. James...

Further to my earlier post about M.R. James, I have all but given up reading his 'Collected Ghost Stories' because as well as putting me off my sleep, they're creeping me out on walks.  This will not do.  Sleeping well and walking in the fresh air are crucial for most people's general well-being, particularly in the case of anyone who, like me, hovers on the verge of insomnia much of the time, and both are interlinked.  I've learned that if I don't get out for an hour's walk in the fresh air during the day, I will not sleep well, unless I'm physically ill.  And if I don't sleep well, I tend to lack the energy to walk. I cannot allow myself to get into that unhealthy cycle. It's not just the exercise that matters. It's the calming, meditative effect of walking and observing nature that allows my mind to settle and relax.   So, I'm modifying my night-time reading and have returned to Richard Lancelyn Green's lengthy and reassuring introduction to the Penguin edition of E.W. Hornung's The Amateur Cracksman, for about the eleventh time.
I say 'all but' and 'modifying' because I'm still dipping into M.R. James, even though it makes me look over my shoulder to check if some nameless beast is following me from the shadows, and I'm frightened to move the duvet in the dark or put the light on in case I find the same awful be-wigged, hairy-mouthed ghastliness has continued to follow me and is now staring at me from hollow, cobwebby eye sockets.  Yesterday I startled a hare when walking by the ruins of Clunie Castle,  an atmospheric place 'steeped in history' if ever there was, and therefore almost certainly haunted, if you believe in such things, and wondered if there was some significance to the hare, given what we know about the mythology surrounding them.
As I looked at the ruins I thought, of course, about James's story 'A View from a Hill'.  I almost wished I had those magic binoculars so that I could see what the castle had looked like in the 1400s when it was built. There are no surviving illustrations, and I can find precious little information about it, which is surprising given that it's a place of some apparent significance and that the ruins are relatively large.
My quest continues.
Overall, it does occur to me that perhaps being creeped out and unsettled - in a mild kind of way - has its merits - it makes you think about things from a different angle.

To be continued...

Wednesday, 3 January 2018

Flowers in my garden and nearby, 2017

I took loads of photos of flowers last spring and summer, and they just get lost in the mists of time if you don't do something with them, so here's another collection of pics.  Garden flowers and wild flowers.

Sunday, 31 December 2017

Team Building - The Dorty Bizzums

As well as doing thievery and general evilness instead of modern apprenticeship toilet cleaning, Tuppence has decided to start up a band again.  Anyone who began reading these tales back in 2008 (I know - that's nobody) might remember that Tuppence used to be very into Prog, and enjoyed dressing up as Rick Wakeman and playing his Moog down at the Puff Inn.
He now feels he'd like to be in a band rather than working solo.  Personally, I think this is a terrible idea because he's such a control freak he won't be able to cope.  He's just not a team player, despite the mandatory so-called 'team-building workshop' he attended last month as a modern-style apprentice.  It didn't help, of course, that he and Val Nark were the only people attending.  Dave had a tummy upset on the day, and couldn't manage -  or so he said.
'I learned the principles,' he said afterwards, 'At least that's what Val says. She's going to monitor how I apply theory to practice, and I think starting a band is a great way of doing it.  Not that I care what she thinks or anything.'
'I see.  Who are you going to ask to be in your band?' I asked, thinking to myself that options would be limited given Tuppence's complete lack of friends.
'You and Uncle Geoffrey first of course.  Geoffrey can play triangle and you can be on theremin.  And Val Nark will play drums and sing lead.  I'm on electric piano.'
'Have you asked her yet?'
'Do you know if she can play the drums, at all?'
'No.  But it's not that hard, and anyone can sing.  It doesn't matter much anyway.  Prog's about how you feel and think, rather than what you actually play in terms of actual notes and actual keeping in tune or time to a beat or rhythm and that.  It's about vision Uncle Tuppy.  Bleak winter fields and silence and stuff.  It's about philosophy. '
 'I see.  What about your Moog?'
'It blew up several years ago, how on earth could you forget THAT?  Exploded due to excess zeal on my part, during an outdoor performance of ELP's Pictures at an Exhibition. '
'What's Dave saying about all this?'  I asked nervously.
'Dave says he's looking forward to being a valued member of the team, and he might play violin.  We're doing an Auld Year's Nicht concert down at the Puff Inn, Stormy's chuffed to the gutties. He's got triple stocks in of everything - pork scratchings, Scampi Fries, Madeira, Sweetheart Stout, meths, lager even.  Dave says he won't feel right about coming out or anything till his tax return is in. Hopefully he'll manage it, cos we really need the extra depth and texture you only get from the likes of a violin.  And Dave's got loads of experience - he used to be in a folk-rock combo in the late 60s, down in Norfolk.  He even knew someone who auditioned for Fairport.'
The thought of Dave screeching and scraping away on his violin providing 'depth and texture' and capering about the stage in his threadbare home-made 'loon pants' made me feel a bit faint.  I reached for the medicine chest.  'This is madness Tuppence,' I said, rapidly unscrewing a vial of sal volatile and taking a deep sniff, 'Utter madness.  You've arranged a gig at the Puff Inn, and not just any night but TONIGHT  - Auld Year's Nicht, which is New Year's Eve in normal parlance and one of the biggest party nights of the year, if not THE biggest, and one of your band members might not be there, and the other one doesn't know she's supposed to be in the band?  Not to mention me and Geoffrey. We don't even have any instruments.'
'That's right.  What you don't know can't hurt you - that's what you always say isn't it Uncle Tuppy?'
'I do, but - '
'Well then. Fashion a triangle from a couple of coathangers and consider yourself a member of The Dorty Bizzums.  And if Dave doesn't finish his tax return, Geoffrey will be doubling up on violin.'

more later

Thursday, 28 December 2017

Walking with M.R. James


Walking with M.R. James

I’ve been reading too much M.R. James recently.  Christmas, you see.  In years gone by it’s been Dickens.  I’ve a tatty volume comprising A Christmas Carol, The Cricket on the Hearth and The Chimes, and at some point during most Decembers of the last fifteen years, I’ve read all three.  It’s the comfort of habit, part of a blind groping towards the light, a buttress against cold and guilt and loss in the depths of darkness.
This year I thought I’d like a change.
Christmas lends itself to ghost stories.  It’s often foggy and dusk falls shortly after lunch; walks taken in the afternoon leave one feeling chilled rather than refreshed.  Solitary evenings are long by the fire, as the embers die and the clock ticks.  A decent book is the truest (and most economical) of winter companions, and this year I have an M.R. James compendium.
The famous BBC production of ‘Whistle and I’ll Come to You’ was my introduction to M.R. James. I saw it at a certain point in my development when I was young enough to be both frightened and fascinated by Hammer horror and Dennis Wheatley but also able to see through it, to understand on a certain level, while at the same time holding my breath and hiding behind a cushion, that it wasn’t really frightening at all.    There was no significant threat to one’s overall equilibrium.
‘Whistle and I’ll Come to You’ was different.  It scared on a different plane.  It reached areas of the psyche untouched by Dennis Wheatley.   It found the uncanny in the everyday, reminding me of childhood terrors and fears I thought I’d overcome, fears of dark corners in the hallway, shadows in the stairwell, the skeleton of the breakfast kipper a bony reminder of ever-present Death.  In vain we turn to the comfort of habit, the afternoon cup of tea, the buttered toast, the extra hot water bottle and the modest tot of brandy to ward off winter’s chill.   In vain, because we know that after such a psychological encounter, these things will never be the same again.
I found ‘A View from a Hill’ almost as unsettling when I watched it the other night.  I could relate to the setting, you see, and the general theme.  I’m a walker, or rather, a rambler, really.  I ramble and look, and sometimes I poke around.  I find myself wandering in spooky places, sometimes.   Frequently, now I come to think about it.  Wandering, and wondering.   Iron Age burial mounds in the middle of fields of stubble.  Ancient, long-forgotten castles and ruined boathouses.  Abandoned gardens.  Aged ash trees and sycamores with outstretched branches. Crumbling graveyards and gallows hills.  Looming Victorian churches, rarely used, their congregation scattered.  Layer upon layer of Life and Death.  Century upon century upon century. 
I don’t usually get ‘the creeps’. I like to walk alone so I certainly don’t want to get ‘the creeps’.    I’m fairly rational, or so I’d like to think.  I don’t want to feel prevented from rambling, wandering or wondering,  by my own psychology.  Usually I’m looking for wildlife and a certain peace of mind, and usually, I find it.  M.R. James has shaken my confidence in that regard.
That quick rustling among dry oak leaves – is it a blackbird, as I’d normally assume? A scurrying of small brown shapes low across a winter field, seen out of the corner of my eye  – leaves again, surely, caught by an eddy of wind.  Tall dark shapes standing among the trees like silent watchers.   The cawing of rooks.  A warning, another following presence, sensed.  Shadows, surely only shadows.  Surely…
Well, don’t read any more M.R. James, perhaps you might say.  And perhaps you’d be right.
I wonder what sustained him.  I wonder what shielded him from the Dark.  I wonder what attracted him to the Dark?  As I see it, as M.R. James recounted in A Warning to the Curious, you poke around in these arcane realms at your peril.  You pull something interesting out of the ground – is it a random, strangely-shaped  root, or bone (animal, or human?), or a whistle with a motto carved upon it, now you come to knock the earth off it a bit?  Whatever you do – do not – do NOT - blow it.
Should you happen to find a pair of shiny binoculars, and should you happen to see something through them that other people cannot see, and which you yourself cannot see without the binoculars – dispose of them immediately.  Either take them to Jessops to get the lenses fixed or bury them deep in an Iron Age burial mound – right by the silver Anglo Saxon crown.
There’s something about all this unsettledness that is at the same time reassuring.  Rationality, or at least the arrogance of a certain type of rationality is punished by M.R. James and I think he’s right to do so.  It’s good to take pause, to be reminded that there are more things in Heaven and Earth, and so forth, and to remember that the more you learn, the more you realise you know almost nothing.

Also published on Medium along with some other work. 

This morning Tuppence burst into the kitchen wearing a full-face balaclava and twirling a brace of pistols.
'I've packed the job in and I'm going out on the rob,'  he announced.
'Low-hanging fruit?' asked Geoffrey, buttering one of those round, chewy, bread-y type things with a hole in.
'Yes!  I might as well get something out of three weeks of humiliation as a modern apprentice toilet cleaner.'
'Not to mention the risk to your health, from the wrong-sized Marigolds,'  I said. 'Well, all I can say is, don't dirty your own doorstep.'
''course not.  What do you take me for?  I'm doing tourists only and before they know what's hit them they'll be away back to wherever they came from - '
'Overthere,' said Geoffrey, adding marmalade to his round, chewy, bread-y type thing with a hole in.
'Quite,' I added. 'Overthere.  You've been to Overthere, Tuppence, only you were too little to remember.'
'I remember it all right!  Oh yes! We sailed off in the coracle to look for the oracle, and we got some crisps or something to eat, and you and Uncle Geoffrey tried to avoid the BMI assessment and compulsory health screening or something*. You didn't care about me - '
'We did!  We did!'
' No you didn't, and that lack of care and insight has scarred me for life. Twisted me, psychologically.  You two, in fact, are responsible for me being an arch-crim -'
'What's wrong with that?'
'- and a total failure in the job department.'
'That's another positive, surely?  It's a blessing to be an independent thinker, Tuppence.'
'That's not what Val Nark says.  She also knows someone who will sort me out with a few sessions of ear-candling and so forth, she's already discussed my case with them because they've been staying at the yurts this week and she says the sixty pounds a sesh will be well worth it.  It would normally be sixty one but she's getting me mates' rates. Anyway, what I was saying is - '
'The tourists will be away home before they know anything's missing.  Hmmm.  Sounds like a reasonable plan Tuppence, and much more enterprising than continuing as a modern apprentice toilet cleaner slash wage slave for £3.50 an hour.  Now I wonder what it is that you're planning to steal, that they wouldn't immediately miss?'

Later - Val Nark's ear-candling mate discovers her ear-candling kit is missing, and Tuppence sets up shop as an ear-candler...

*all true and details can be found in the e-books and paperbacks

Sunday, 24 December 2017


As usual I have arranged a free festive download of all six e-books.  Find them on Amazon along with the two paperback compilations (not free, unfortunately!)  Put your feet up and enjoy them with a pipe of Black Bogey, a steaming mug of Madeira and some salty snax by a roaring driftwood fire.

Wishing all readers past and present a merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year.